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Title: Retirement
Author: [livejournal.com profile] chokolattejedi
Characters/Pairings: Harry
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 1,103
Content/Warning(s): Reflective, Light angst, References to past attacks and medical things; nothing too gory.
Summary/Prompt: Moments away from retiring, Harry looks back over his office and his career.
A/N: Beta’d by Howl.

Harry glanced around his office one more time, almost wishing that someone would pop in and prevent the inevitable from happening. Alas, no Senior Aurors rushed in to report an attack at which his expertise was needed. No Junior Aurors raced in to insist his presence was required at the training hall. No undersecretary appeared to inform him that his second in command had suddenly been attacked by a Blibbering Humdinger and was no long able to replace him.

With a sigh, Harry looked away from the door and back to his desk. His trunk sat there, packed with the personal items that had once festooned his office, ready to be shrunk and placed in his pocket when he left.

On top were the requisite photographs of his family through the years, and they waved cheerfully at him. Beside them were pictures colored by his grandchildren and grand-godchildren, as Teddy called them. A spare cloak for when the weather turned or it just felt a little nippy in his office. A few toys that he had kept tucked in the bottom drawer for when the grandkids came to play.

Buried beneath those mementos were the less precious but still personal items; his name plate, a lovely blotter set Hermione had given him one Christmas, and a few plants that Neville had gifted him over the years. Harry couldn't remember what all they were, but they looked and smelled nice, which was enough for him most days. There were also awards, such as his Order of Merlin First Class for defeating Voldemort, and the Meritorious Conduct Medal that saw him rise to the position of Head of the Department of Magical Law Enforcement many years ago.

His enchanted clock, with hands for each of his family members, was also safely packed away, as were the portraits he had hung up. One was a landscape of the mountains around Hogwarts, and the other a Wizarding Portrait of Sirius, who's duplicate hung in his office at home, able to relay messages in a wink. His floo powder box, a gift from Andromeda and slightly less utilitarian than the one provided by the Ministry at all fireplaces.

In another compartment of the trunk, one warded against dark magics and curious little hands, Harry had tucked away all the weapons and offensive magical pieces he had kept in his office. Foe glasses and sneakscopes, dark detectors and secrecy sensors, magical maps and enchanted spectacles, deluminators and revealers, swords and daggers, combat brooms and emergency portkeys, shielded armor and spare wands.

And of course another compartment was filled with books and documents and quills and all the other detritus that went with running a department for over fifty years. Things he hadn't even glanced at as he'd tossed them in.

One the one hand, Harry was glad to be done with it all. He'd ascended to the head of the DMLE at fifty-one, having worked as an Auror for thirty-four years before that. Now, at one-hundred and thirteen, he was feeling every inch of his age, though he joked with his undersecretaries that he still felt a like spry young auror of ninety-three. But sitting in his well-worn chair before the fire, feeling each of his many aches and pains, Harry knew that he should leave the job to someone younger.

The prosthetic foot that replaced his - lost to an acromantula - was the medical miracle St. Mungo's had declared it: he could feel every sensation just as though it was his own flesh and blood. But the joint where it connected to his ankle ached if he stood on it for more than half an hour. The upper arm that had been hit with a reductor and reassembled in much the same way could only tolerate about ten minutes of paperwork before Harry found himself needing to massage the shoulder and elbow joints.

When he had gotten the first replacement - the arm - Ron had joked that Harry was going to end up looking like Mad Eye Moody one day. Then, at twenty-nine, the thought was dismaying. Now, as Harry took inventory of his scars, nicks, and replacements, he thought not of the losses from his own flesh, but of the lives he saved in the process.

The nick in his upper ear was from a vicious part-veela, but Harry had freed her from the compulsion charm that made her attack muggleborns. The scar across his neck was from a nasty dark wizard who wanted to succeed Voldemort as the nest Dark Lord. Harry and Ron had put him down, hard, early in his reign, but not without cost. Harry had been in St. Mungo's for a week while he healed from that attack. Still, they had saved countless lives from another war, and seven teens directly that the wizard had intended to ritually sacrifice.

He was partially blind in one eye - something Hermione had claimed was inevitable since childhood, given his glasses - but the inevitable had gotten a little assistance from yet another dark wizard. That attack had seen Harry saving a family with two young muggleborn toddlers.

No, it was indeed past time for Harry to turn the department over to someone younger. (Of course, younger was a relative term for Wizards; his replacement was seventy-four.) Harry had accepted his inevitable retirement, and he had allowed the party and the packing with quiet tolerance and good grace.

The problem was, Harry just didn't know what to do with himself. He had been fighting bad wizards since he was eleven! After over a hundred years of that, he just wasn't sure what to do with himself. Ron, of course, had retired several years back, and was quite content to sit at home playing chess and reading magazines and bothering Hermione. But Harry just didn't know what he was going to do with himself.

The idea of sitting at home was, though pleasing to his physical body, intolerable to his spirit. Harry knew he'd be bored in a week and be up, puttering around and aggravating his ankle, in the quest for something to occupy his mind.

With a sigh, Harry looked around his office one last time and then spelled his trunk shut. There was a ceremony scheduled in a few minutes; sort of a changing of the guard. Harry suspected they were going to surprise him with some kind of party or something else sentimental. Not that he minded.

Of course, Harry reminded himself with a little chuckle, that was only if a vicious Blibbering Humdinger didn't attack his replacement before then.

Date: 2016-03-07 08:16 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] capitu
This is perfect. <3 The idea of an old Harry retiring seems so bitter sweet. I so appreciate you tell everything he's been through, all the hard work he's done, and how it's clear he's loved, respected and deserves to enjoy the rest of his life free of obligations. And yet:

The idea of sitting at home was, though pleasing to his physical body, intolerable to his spirit.

That's Harry, even with this beautiful picture you painted of the person he became I still see that in him.

That ending his just the right touch of playful, to end this moment with a smile. :)

Date: 2016-03-07 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] kikimay
Such a great character exploration. It made me a little bit sad, because I love Harry so much and I would like to imagine him SO HAPPY, like all the time in the future (Which not so realistic XD)

And I love the fact that Harry doesn't like the idea of "resting" because his formative years were all about death and danger. This feels so true for Harry. Good job!

Date: 2016-03-07 09:58 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] llaeyro
This was a really interesting read, I've never considered Harry at such a grand old age. Very in character and loved hearing a little about his career via his wounds!

Date: 2016-03-07 10:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lq-traintracks.livejournal.com
Aww, this was very sweet and nostalgic and nicely detailed! I love the idea of Harry's prosthetic foot in particular!

Date: 2016-03-07 11:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alisanne.livejournal.com
What a lovely story! Very nostalgic, but you can definitely see how loved and revered he was and still is, and how dedicated he's been to his job and friends.
He's clearly earned his rest, even if he doesn't want it. :)
Beautifully done!

Date: 2016-03-08 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kellychambliss.livejournal.com
Excellent vignette -- just the sort of quiet, bittersweetness I'd expect Harry to feel at this time. I love the catalogue of things he's taking with him and the list of injuries that so perfectly encapsulate his career. I hope they throw him one hell of a party.

Date: 2016-03-08 11:38 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] torino10154
That was lovely. I adore the idea of Harry having a very long career and the way he links his scars and various injuries to the people he protected or saved is just something I can see him doing. Wonderful work!

Date: 2016-03-08 02:37 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] besamislabios
Love the nostalgic feeling and Harry having a long and dedicated career. Lovely read. :)

Date: 2016-03-09 10:51 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] snegurochka_lee
Aw, this was really lovely. :)

Date: 2016-03-09 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mollywheezy.livejournal.com
This was lovely! I enjoyed how you captured Harry's memories and emotions in the tour of what he had packed up in his office. Excellent work! :)

Date: 2016-03-10 02:01 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ladysugarquill
Aww, this is adorable! I give him a week before he's off on competitive cross-country flying or something XD

Date: 2016-03-14 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mywitch.livejournal.com
I love this - especially the way he remembers his victories without counting the cost to his own body. I also love that it seems open to the reader to think about what lovely witch or wizard he might be spending that well-deserved retirement with. I will admit I got a little misty-eyed. Change is never easy. Well done. :)

Date: 2016-03-15 08:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] lightofdaye
This is brilliant I like all the ways his scars remind him of the cases and how they all seem to have been worth it to him.

This fic is overflowing with details about Harry and I love it, especially that he got to a 100 before retiring.

Date: 2016-03-20 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sdkshelly.livejournal.com
Ah such a great little fic! This -- The idea of sitting at home was, though pleasing to his physical body, intolerable to his spirit. So Harry! Even at 100+! I loved his little journey down memory lane, all the details you put in about his old cases and old scars and wounds. And the ending made me laugh--rather bitter sweet. Change is inevitable and time goes on, but it's not always the easiest thing to accept. Wonderful portrait of him!

Date: 2016-03-21 09:09 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] articcat621.livejournal.com
This is such a fitting tale of Harry's triumphs. You can tell this is such a bittersweet moment for him... He's definitely experienced such excitement since he was young. Very in-character <3

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